Sunday 28 September 2014

I fell sick right after the end of summer.

I grew to dislike posting negative stuff on the internet because anyone might read that. I hate to spread negativity. Also, I know my mother reads my blog and I would hate to hear her nag and be worried. But since it has been a long time since I've fallen sick, I thought it would be alright to keep a recording of it.lol.

Since I'm writing this now, it also means that I'm feeling a lot better and able to think properly. I had a slight fever and tension headaches since Friday. I finally popped in some medication earlier this evening after I woke up from my nap. I didn't know I had any medicine until I went on a scavenger hunt for it in my closet. I don't visit the pharmacy often because I hardly fall sick. I didn't see a need to shop for any medicine until the time comes. But I guess I've forgotten that I'm living alone now so I need some emergency medication in my apartment at all times. 

I hate the feeling of being sick. I hate the feeling of feeling cold and weak. Is this how it feels to be dying? I saw tv shows years ago showing a person whose dying to tell his/her friend that he/she is cold, before he/she actually dies. Argh. That feeling really suck. 

Kudos to being healthy and alive! Peace. X

Tuesday 23 September 2014

Indulging in different cultures

It has been a long while since I went travelling around Tokyo, enjoying Japanese culture. This is what I've promised myself a week ago: Travel around Tokyo every weekend.

Knowing my own habits of procrastinating, I reckoned it'd be better if I went travelling around Tokyo. At least I'll be doing something productive instead of staying indoors refreshing facebook, twitter and tumblr. lol.

Last weekend, I went to two events TGS and a festival at Nezu Shrine. Also, at the same time meet up with my friend, Kai, who was here for a while for work. I haven't been going to conventions in a long while so I thought I'd go to the Tokyo Game Show 2014. Also because there was a few booths that I'm interested in. Though, I must admit my knowledge on games is almost zero since I only play games leisurely. What caught my attention the most was the 「壁ドン」(kabe-don)  section from the otome game company, Voltage.

I wanted to try it SO MUCH! I went to the booth twice and I missed the sessions for the experience zone! According to my friend, Sam, she said there was another BL game and for their experience zone, they have this ikemen pinning the visitors down. One time, the visitor actually pinned the ikemen butler down. I thought that was hilariously courageous of that girl to do that! I would love to witness that. It's not something anyone get to see everyday right? It was my first ever game convention and I'm already enjoying it and bringing back so many memories. lol.

Yesterday, I went to watch 「るろうに剣心 伝説の最期編」(Rurouni Kenshin - The Legend Ends/Densetsu no Saigohen). Kai told me I looked agitated throughout the movie. Well, I am really engrossed in the movie that I could feel their emotions and everything! That's usually how I watch any films or anime. I let myself seep into the film. I put myself in the position of the characters so I can truly feel everything. I don't just watch a film for fun. I want to get the best out of everything. Not many people understand my 'involvement' and reactions towards the films I watch. Not that I expect anyone to do so, really.

Also, I still cannot believe I actually heard the studio version of One Ok Rock's song, "Heartache", during the credits. Though, I knew what was coming but the song was just too beautiful that I teared. I already teared quite a bit in the movie so crying a little more wouldn't make much of a difference now, would it? lol. It is a beautiful song. I found on youtube that someone recorded the one played from the movie theatres. I ripped it and now it's on replay while I type this post. I can't wait for it to be out in a single or an album because I am going to get it!! I really love One Ok Rock. I love them so much. Never regret a single thing after knowing them and hearing their music. So inspirational!

Anyways, after the movie, Kai and I set out to a festival at Nezu Shrine. My anthropology teacher was telling me about this festival last friday. After moving to Japan for about half a year, I still have not gone to an actual summer/autumn festival event. I'm really glad I got a chance to do so now!

21st September 2014
金魚すくい
Goldfish scooping
One of the main reasons why I wanted to go to a festival was because they have goldfish scooping! I've always wanted to try this! I remember always seeing this in animes and stuff. Sometimes, the boyfriend will scoop the goldfish for his girlfriend and blah blah blah....You know the typical story plot. haha. I thought it was really sweet. (in a way. lol)

This was my first time goldfish scooping and I must admit, I am quite talented in this. lol. With one scoop, I managed to scoop five cute goldfishes! I am finally better than Kai at something. lol. Though, I feel half glad and regretful that I didn't bring those goldfish back. I want a pet but I don't have time to take care of it so I can't keep them.

Nonetheless, it was an exciting weekend! I enjoyed both the main culture and the subculture of Japan. For a moment, I even contemplated on wanting to stay in Japan longer or forever. Culture in Japan is so rich! I love Japan so much!

x

PS: I love Tokyo Ghoul, at the same time I hate it so much. (T^T)

Sunday 14 September 2014

Adventures in my Head: The Hunt

"We have to go find it!",  I said furiously.

"You will not! It is too dangerous," the professor said furiously while trying to sound calm.

"But!"

"No buts! Now the three of you, go back to your dormitories. Leave such matters to the higher ups. Good Night," she replied sternly.

The three of us sighed, turned our backs and walked out of the office. We reached our dormitories and sat down on the chairs in front of the fireplace.

I said, "How can they stop us from going? If we delay anymore, the chances of finding it wil-"

"Don't worry. You're not the only one who thinks this way," Shane said, cutting into my sentence.

My eyes widened and replied almost immediately, "What?"

"Yeah," Michael said calmly, almost like he was indifferent to the whole matter.

I took a deep breath and asked, "So you guys are saying that you'll join in in this expedition? Even though you'd probably get expelled."

They both nodded. I smiled and replied, "I love you guys."

"So when are we setting off?" asked Shane.

I grinned mischievously and said, "I'm thinking of tonight. We can go prepare all the necessities and head out. I don't want to lose anymore time. Time is a crucial matter."

"Okay. We'll meet here in 30 minutes then?", asked Shane. I nodded in agreement.

"What do you mean by necessities?" asked Michael in a sarcastic tone.

I rolled my eyes and said, "Michael. No time for jokes! You know? Wands, our broomsticks, and enough clothing to keep us warm? And, perhaps some rations."

Michael shrugged and said, "I'm not joking. I'm really asking a question."

"But you sounded really sarcastic though," I said defensively.

"Okay guys! Let's just go prepare. We're wasting time here." Shane said cutting into our conversation.

I felt a little apologetic for making the unnecessary ruckus. I nodded and went up the stairs and back into my room. We met up 30 minutes later in our robes, holding our broomsticks, and we set off.

"It's bloody cold tonight and it's not suppose to be winter yet!", I shouted out. They laughed at my comment as we rode on our broomsticks to our destination.

After flying on our broomsticks for about half an hour, we stopped and I pointed to a castle and said, "This is the place. Or, at least according to the information I got. You guys ready?"

"Yeah," they both replied.

"I'm nervous though." I said taking a breath.

"Don't worry. We're here.", replied Shane putting her hands on my shoulder.

I glanced at her and gave a weak smile. I took a deep breathe and took out my wand. Shane and Michael both took out their wands and we flew towards the castle. As we were flying towards the castle other witches and wizards flew towards us casting spells at us.

I shouted, "Holy!", as we dodged the spells, breaking our formation. We fought back casting different spells. After 10 minutes of never ending spells exchanging, I cast a shield spell around me to deflect the spells coming at me.

Then, I signaled to the Shane and Michael to stop fighting and said, "Let's go! We don't have time for this. We need to preserve our energy!"

They nodded and followed behind me while deflecting the spells coming at them.  We flew towards this window that was opened and closed it behind us. We got off our broom and rest for awhile. Breathing deeply, I said, "What was that about? It's like as if they knew we're coming."

"It's been a long time since I had action like this though," replied Michael, sounding a tad excited.

I smiled in agreement, still trying to catch my breath.

Shane smiled while brushing dust off her robes and said, "Okay. Shall we move on before they find us here?"

Michael and I nodded. We've decided to travel by broomsticks while in the castle since the halls were extremely spacious. Since it was spacious, flying on a broomstick would mean an easier escape during a pinch. We got on our broomsticks, levitated a few inches from the floor, just enough for our feets to not touch the ground, and flew towards the door. The door creaked as we opened it slowly. Shane took a peek outside to see if it was safe enough to leave the room.

She whispered, "Coast is clear."

We lined up in an orderly manner behind Shane, trying our best to not open the door any wider since the door makes a creak. We slowly picked up more speed as we move along the never-ending hallways.

"Where exactly are we going?", Shane asked.

A sudden realisation came to me and I jolted slightly. "Right. Where were we going again?", I whispered to myself. I think I got too caught up with all the action earlier that I've forgotten where we're suppose to go! Then, we heard a voice and footsteps in front of us. We stopped and levitated all the way to the ceiling, trying to hide presence.

Suddenly, someone shouted from behind us, " Hey! Who are you guys? Intruders?!"

The three of us jumped slightly and looked behind us. I felt my heart racing and cold sweat forming on my forehead.

"Get them!"

The wizards casted spells towards us and summoned their broomsticks. We got out our wands, ready for another round of battle.

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and opened them again. With a serious expression on my face, I said, "Let's go."

We defended ourselves from the witches and wizards while speeding past them, and through the extremely long and spacious hallway. At the end of the hallway, there was a medium sized hall with a strange man standing in the middle.

He stopped us and said, "The only way to get out of here is to fly through either of these two exits and up to the floors."

My eyebrows furrowed. I know we didn't have time to slowly ponder since the enemies are catching up on us. I shut my eyes and flew to the left exit giving full trust to my gut feeling. They both followed behind me.

As we flew up through the chimney, there were tons of other strange looking humans. I'm not even sure if they are humans, they look like minions instead. We decelerated our flying speed as we looked around our surrounding. My were eyes wide-opened.

"What is this place?", Shane asked.

"The people here looks like the people you see in Kabukicho's arcade.", replied Michael.

"Yeah. Now that you say it, they do. Wait.... this place looks like an arcade!", I replied.


******


I abruptly woke up from my dream because everything started getting strange. To be honest, I don't know what exactly we are searching for because it just wasn't explained in my dream. The setting was all victorian at first and it ended up becoming some futuristic arcade in one of Shinjuku's Kabukicho arcade. The strangest thing is, I haven't been watching Harry Potter recently nor have I stepped into any arcade in Japan. I'm also surprised that Shane and Michael even had a cameo in my dream. The awesome part of the dream was actually having real wizard battles and flying on a broomstick. Though, it was much more exciting in my dream. I'm still learning how to better describe everything through writing. I haven't done creative writing in years. I'm trying to read more books to get back all the techniques and whatsnot. So pardon me if there are many loopholes and non descriptive parts. I'm trying. x

Saturday 6 September 2014

Mushroom Head

5th of September 2014
Bob hair

Hello. I just had my first week of school for the Autumn semester. It had been a week and I am exhausted. I'm not sure if it's because age is finally catching up on me or are the modules I'm taking this semester going to tire me out. Maybe it's both. I've also signed up for some part time job at school. I'm hoping to start soon because I'm in need of money. The amount of money might not be much but I'm hoping to have some savings next year when I further my studies in England. I went to the salon a few days back and got my hair cut short. It's barely touching my shoulders and I love it. It's new and refreshing. I haven't had a hair this short since I was about 5 years old, perhaps?

According to a belief, suddenly cutting long hair into a short cut means to forget the past and start anew. For my case, it is sort of true. I do have tons of things I want to forget and start anew. After I got my haircut, I really felt refreshed. Now, I can safely say, I've moved on. I was contemplating on cutting my hair short since about a year ago but I didn't have the guts to do it. But I finally did after Emily persuaded me. She told that if I didn't go all out and cut it short, above my shoulders at least, there isn't exactly a change in my hairstyle or image. I couldn't disagree. So far, the compliments on my new hairstyles have been good. I thank you all for liking my new hair as much as I do.

This morning, I was greeted by a text message from Shane. She texted me with "My lovely mushroom". I must say, I'm slowly taken a liking to the new nickname "Mushroom head" or the Japanese way of calling me a mushroom, "キノコちゃん". I guess it was partly because of the facebook status I posted on my facebook that I've cut my hair and officially became a mushroom head. I was surprised to receive 30 likes (be it for the right or wrong reasons) because this had never happened to me in all my facebook status history! I suppose everyone was looking forward to me having a real mushroom like bob hairstyle to have a good laugh at. Or, happy that I've actually ventured off on adopting a new funky hairstyle. Though, I did neither. But, the day when I got out of the hair salon, I did have a mushroom-like hairstyle because my hair stylist wanted to curl the ends of my hair. Like all my previous hairstylists, they like to try something else with my hair after they cut it. Like always, I would let them. The second day after I washed off the curls and straighten the ends of my hair, it went back to a normal bob. So, I'm not really a mushroom head but a bob head.

A package from home also came by last night. My sister sent me 3 pairs of fake spectacle frames that she stopped wearing as well as some administrative stuff from my mother. I broke my last pair of black spectacle frames. I love fake spectacle frames, not because I'm trying to make a fashion statement, but it helps to cover my dark eye rings. It also helps on lazy days.

A quick update on what shows I've been watching. I've just been watching 'Finding Carter'. I'm usually not into American TV series but my favourite actress, Kathryn Prescott, is acting as the main character, Carter. So, as a fan, I'm watching it. I really like her acting. And, because she does photography besides being an actress made me love her even more. I think people who does photography and/or writing has this... charm, that I cannot not notice. I hope one day I'll be as charming as them. lol.

The weather is pretty warm this week. I hope it starts cooling down soon. My sweaters and boots are calling me. I want to wear my red beanie out again. It has been nice writing here again. x

PS: Another reason was because my hair was in a mess and I couldn't take it anymore so I've decided to snip it all off. lol.